#370.
Holy shit I can finally chuck on my uke. My finger canes right now because after figuring out how to chuck I went ahead and played all those songs that sound better with chucking.
My index finger feels like it's going to fall off, seriously.


School was a drag, much psychology homework.There's a few things I'm stressing over right now but I couldn't care less. I miss you so much and I don't think there's anything I can do about it omg this post sucks I will be back maybe later if I feel like it but not right now my brain is in ultra fried mode kthxbye.

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#347.
Hello I now have braces. Hello I have a lot on my mind.
Braces hurt a little. Mum wants to move houses. Failure to hold on to relationships. Very worried. Make time for dad. I don't even know. Oh god. I don't want to live in a townhouse. I don't want to lose you. I don't want to stop seeing my dad. Fuck it. Right now, fuck everything and bring on the Washington.






Sorry I'm so emotionally insecure. Sorry that you got yourself tangled in what is me. Sorry I can't give you everything I'd like to. GOD DAMN IT HURTS.

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#95.
Third post of this lovely evening. I shall call it 'Confessions'.

• I visit your facebook page whenever I miss you, just to see a photo of you, or what you're up to. And trust me, hell, I miss you more than once a day. Stalker, much?
• Next to you, I feel insecure, I feel insignificant and I feel as if you've outshone me. Maybe that's why I'm so jealous.
• I've already changed so much from what I used to be, and no matter how much I avoid changing more, I know I'll have to eventually accept I'm going to be very different.
• Although it may not look like I don't care about my parents not being together, there will always be times when I wish they still loved each other.
• I take much longer to get over guys than I want. Wish I could just switch emotions off, it'd make life a whole lot less depressing.
• I'm a very large hypocrite and I'm very aware of the fact that people may bitch about me behind my back.
• I've called someone at 7AM to hear their voice even if it was just a 'hello' before hanging up and sighing and then crying myself back to sleep.
• I've ruined relationships with friends because I thought my pride was better than their trust. Regret.
• I don't like how you can have so much, and I find it difficult coping and finding what I have. I hang on.
• I'm no longer making sense, lol.

Yeah okay, that's enough. I'll be back at roughly nine thirty for more.

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Hello, this is Tien. This blog is the remains of the unconventional cliches and angsty phrases of my teenage years. (Plus a new one every now and then)
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