#537.
Can I just start by saying, holy hell there's less than a month til exams.
That being said, I still cannot find the motivation to get off my ass and do some real studying. All I've managed to persuade myself to do is half a physics exam now, half later, one or two short answer now, some more later. I'm so slack that I'm beginning to worry about myself.
This time last year I was motivated. Well maybe 'motivated' isn't a great choice of word, but I could sit down and apply myself. Now, I find myself continuously avoiding my work and when I do sit down to do it, I can't and get discouraged. How do I expect to do well if I can't even study? Ugh, I am my own enemy.

The only thing that's keeping my head above water is what lies beyond exams. I mean, when I actually get there it might not be everything I imagined, or even everything I anticipated, but it's gotta be better than this. I just want to be able to do nothing and not feel guilty. I just wanna be able to sit and read or drink tea or learn some useless ass song with no repercussions.

Whatever man, it'll be over before I know it.

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