#91.
Please tell me that you're not ignoring me.

How can it be possible for one person, and I mean the same person, to make you so happy one second; so much so that you smile until your cheeks hurt, your walk bounces a little more than usual and you feel as if nothing in the world could possibly go wrong, and then the next moment, make it feel as if everything is crashing down before you. Everything that was beautiful and perfect only seconds ago comes tumbling down into a big heap of depression and regret. I hate how relationships with someone can turn your world upside down and inside out.

It's freaking stupid how you can have a friendship so close with someone that you don't mind telling them the stupid stuff you do when you're on your own. You feel as if they understand you, so you move the relationship forward, into couple territory. And then when you realize you can't pay off your mortgage in couple town, you move back to where you used to be. You try to go back to being friends, but with one difference. Everything. Stupid, awkward silences on the phone, slow replies to texts and overall awkwardness in real life. I hate everything.

Yet another amusing picture today.
I also hate how as soon as you start talking to me, every tiny little ounce of doubt and anger instantly dissapears from me, leaving only those tiny little fluttering butterflies in the pit of my stomach. Why do you do this to me.

Hello, this is Tien. This blog is the remains of the unconventional cliches and angsty phrases of my teenage years. (Plus a new one every now and then)
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