#90.

I'm almost a hundred percent sure, that if I were to say jealousy is a bitch there would not be a single person to disagree with me.

I know I'm selfish. But isn't that what jealousy is? Selfishness. No matter how modest you are, there will be at least one point in your life when you are jealous of someone's looks, skills or possessions. And I hate that. I hate how I can be so jealous of you, when in reality, you're not all that well off. (No offense or anything) But I'm just so sick of wondering how you do it. So sick of wondering why. I wish jealousy didn't exist. I wish I wasn't always wondering if there's someone out there you like more than me. I wish I didn't feel the need to want to know these things.

I want to know that you prefer me over her. I want those words to come from you, not from any hints you're trying to drop. I want you to know I'm sorry for being so selfish. And that I'm sorry for being jealous. But in the end, it's all just human nature, now, isn't it?