#72.

Two consecutive posts regarding dates. Today, will mark the third month after that day we met. I have no idea why I regard these dates so close to me, or why I've marked them on my phone, on my calenders and everything. Just to let you know, since one day one month ago, I haven't lost any of the love I felt for you, or anything. So you know, if at any point, you decide the piece of rubbish you threw away is useful after all, then I'd have nothing better to do than take you back. 'Cause well, you know, as I've said before, wow, you were perfect.

There's actually a lot I want to say in this post, so it's going to be a bit of a long one. Um, so last night, had a forced talk with you. I hate that talking to you always feels like that, forced. We ended up on a very strange topic. And then you went there. You cracked a double entendre. Well, woah, that sent me flying. I was definitely not expecting us to go back to cracking dirty jokes so soon, but then again, I guess we won't be, cause that was actually really weird, and awkward. I hate how we can't flow! RAHRAH I HATE THE POST-RELATIONSHIP FRIENDSHIPS IN GENERAL *^*&##^$%(#*$&#*($&!

Anyway, what else, oh right, well last night I finished 1 Litre of Tears something a friend and I said we'd do together. But you know, I went ahead and did it individually, as were you. Anyway, holy crap. It's so sad, and at the risk of sounding like some sort of mushy teenage girl, it was definitely touching/inspiring and synonyms for those words too. Just as a record, got teary in episode six, and from episode eight until the end, I bawled my eyes out in every episode. Freaking joy. You promised me after you watched it you'd gimme feed back. Maybe we could talk about that, to make it less awkward. WHAT AM I SAYING.

Is that everything I wanted to discuss with myself? Yeah, I'm pretty sure, if anything comes up, I'll do another post. (Wow this long weekend has really given my blog the shits, multiple times every day!)