#323.

"Hey, I've got to go somewhere now, I'll talk to you tonight?"
"Yeah, by all means go!"
"I love you!"
"I love you too! :)"

And then that little quadrilateral comes up in the corner of my screen to tell me that you're gone.


I'm trying to be positive about this whole thing, it's only a bit less than a month, you'll be back soon, before I know it. You'll be back so incredibly soon and things can go exactly back to where they were.
It's not working. I feel like getting out of the house. Even though if I stay home, it will be the first day of the holidays where I haven't gone somewhere. But I don't want to stay home. I don't wanna stay somewhere that will give me too much time to think about you. I might head to M's or T's or something later. I really feel the need to buy Coldplay or Jason Mraz's album, so I can just lie in my bed quietly and listen. Their music just sounds so appealing right about now.


I wanna go out and buy a copy of Frankie or Yen or Lula or something. Something that reminds me of him just a little bit, but taking my mind off everything as well. Call it a small step out of my comfort zone.
Going out to get coffee sounds really appealing, trekking it out there on my own would be braving soemthing new, but it's not something I can handle right now. I'll probably end up doing something spontaneous later.

Hello, this is Tien. This blog is the remains of the unconventional cliches and angsty phrases of my teenage years. (Plus a new one every now and then)
I ♥ Phoenix, (500) days of summer, double entendres, unmade beds, autumn, Chopin, syncopated melodies, G7 chords and things that make me feel.

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