#130.

Wow hey there, just got off the phone with K. We've spend every night for the past two weeks on phone, and I honestly couldn't be happier. It's amazing how you can always find a way to take my mind off close to me, and bring me toward distant thoughts. Too bad you're distant too, I really miss your hugs and cuddles.

But yeah. Thanks again, for what may be the fifth time, for just talking to me. I know you have better things to do, and I know you'd rather be doing something else rather than just sitting in your room listening to my repetitive voice on that little contraption in your right hand, the way you do. But I am just soooo effing grateful for the comfort and consolation you give me.

You, on the other hand, dear. I remember when we were in so called 'love'. You hated the fact that we couldn't see each other as often as we would have liked to, so you offered goodnight calls and good morning texts. Well, that lasted about a week and a half, didn't it? But the time that you did keep your promise was nice, your voice seems velvety almost. Sorry, yeah no that was weird. There was that one time where you tried a good morning call, but I was in Viet school so that was a bit of a fail. I still regret those nine words, no matter how long ago they may have been let out. I always wonder how long it would have lasted if not for what happened. I guess that's something we'll never know. Ahahas.