#60.
I just wish I didn't have to feel so alone. Watching everyone around me suddenly pair off. I wish you would ask me to pair off with you, even if just for today, for old time's sake. I wish I didn't have to sit here, wondering what would have happened, or what could have happened. I wish I knew how often you thought about me, what you thought about me. I just wish you could come here and kiss it all better. Like you promised you would.

People wonder why I hate promises. Cause how often are they kept? You promised me so much, but after what happened, you kind of just took it all back. I thought promises were made to be kept, regardless of what happens. Because if that's the case, you owe me the best date ever, a box of chocolates, a really good hug and so many kisses.


I was thinking, what if one day we meet again in the future. After high school, after uni. When we're independent in our own lives. Maybe our differences wouldn't matter anymore. Maybe we'd fall for each other all over again. If there's a possibilty of that, even in the slightest, then hell, I can't wait to grow up. We could write a song together, and we could share it. We could make it our song. Instead of choosing a song someone else wrote. You and I are capable of using our own words. Cliche's are for the weak.

Maybe then, I could be with you, and nothing else will matter.
This will have been the first time I've ever said it.
I love you.
Unbearably so. If only you knew.

 

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