#106.

What exactly is it, that you want from me. Do you want me to just drop it, and give everything to you? Cause I came close to it, and you know it. I don't even understand why the fck I like you so much. You're not that great, are you? I was willing to just leave so much for you. This is after what happened too. I don't know. I'm stumped. But the last thing I want to do is forget about you. Because no matter how much you ask of me, and no matter how much I feel as if I'm disappointing you, I refuse to erase you. Because in the end, it all comes down to how you make me feel. And I don't know how the fuck you do it, but you got me feeling as if I'm carefree. You get me smiling.

Nothing ever turns out the way it's planned. It'll always take a turn, but what you can decide, is whether it sways better or worse. Let's make this better.