#6.

So obviously now, you're angry at me. What else can I say, besides the usual, 'I'm sorry'? So now you're not going at all. And I'm wishing you knew, exactly how much I wanted to see you in the first place. Originally, I thought it was stupid, to tell you, or to show you how much I really do want to be with you. Because you'd think I'm just another girl, who wants a guy to be around her. But now, it doesn't seem like such a bad idea.

Though you're not in the mood to listen to me now, are you?

After all, you've given me an excuse to why you can't go. But it's up to me, whether or not to believe it's an excuse, a real live excuse, or a lie you've made up to avoid seeing me at all. You know, I was happy before I talked to you tonight. Thanks. You've totally screwed up my night. And there I was, thinking tomorrow, you'd be the reason for me to be happy. Shit how things change, ey? Shit how you can anticipate something for so long, before it just crumbles in front of your eyes, at the last minute.

I'm not in the mood for this. Sorry.